4/3/05

found this in old diet journal from yr 9.. ironic

weary, burdened, overwhelmed
i stumble through each day
my eyes are blurred
my tongue is tied
and my head is in a daze

i'm crippled by my lifestyle
but i don't know how to stop
i crave the rankings of this world
and long to reach the top

break the cycle, free me now
give me strength to resist
show me how to live your way
and faithfully persist

had a great brekkie with pip this morning. we talked about a whole lot, as per usual. but i raised something i'd been thinking about to see her opinion:
first, about dmon-possession and mental illness. provoked a very interesting discussion. we didn't arrive at any conclusion, but we resolved to really think it thru in our own time and come back to each other when weve given it more thought.
then, about how to reconcile 'you will seek me and find me when u seek me with all ur heart' with the monks who earnestly seek god, but are of a diff religion.. that was a v interesting discussion, which then segued off into predestination and a v encouraging conclusion.
and pip ran off and got me flowers!! the little goose. :) the guy at the store gave her an extra bunch for free, so she gave them to bindi, pablo's manager. haha. :) then we went and prayed at our newly dubbed 'prayer tree' cos it was too hot in the sun on the benches.
as we came back to the car we saw jayde and her friend steph, so we talked to them for a while.
and pip intro'd ourselves to 'steve' the american 'banana bread' guy. haha

a great morning.
am now off to world vision interview in william street.